I can’t believe that it’s been four years since the horrific events of September 11th, 2001. I’ve offered up my own recounts of my feelings in the past; the experience of hearing the PA announcement, seeing the flames, the jumping people, and finally the falling towers will forever be emblazened upon my mind.
Below I have quoted a personal account of a friend who lives in New York. It is moving in it’s simplicity and honesty.
Hard to believe that it has been 4 years already since those planes hit those beautiful Towers that stood outside my window and above my city for so long.
I still remember where I was (I mentioned this story before, but sometimes it appears like it changes every year). In class, first period history in the basement floor. The floor took an unnatural rumble as the first plane hit (of course, we didn’t know what it was — construction?). Low and behold, we were quickly being evacuated (my high school was quite close to the Towers, both Lower Manhattan, several blocks, doesn’t take a long time to walk there) once the second one hit. Before then we were told what happened on the PA, and some kids in class started crying because they had parents who work there.
Once outside, the school’s security guards told us to just move toward the direction opposite of the towers. I could have entered the subway and went home like many a friend did: I had the chance before even the ‘ways were shut down. But I stayed to watch, as many other people did.
We huddled and watched the towers. To watch what looked like paper and other objects falling out of the billowing windows, fast into the concrete below. But it wasn’t paper. They were people. People who saw the light down below. No place for them in the building. I often wonder what they saw when they jumped the distance. Was it the fire that forced them out? Undoubtfully. Or did they see something spectacular, something you can not see nor understand unless you were in the same position they were? Maybe they were already dead before they jumped. Or they thought they were.
I wonder.
It was only a matter of time that the towers fell, the both of them, eventually.
We didn’t think they would fall. No one who was watching there with me did. We thought we were going to keep watching, however long it took, until they burned out.
The first one fell, and smoke and who-knows-what gathered and I ran. I ran and met up with some friends, luckily, a friend by the name of Sid who I never saw again after that high school year was over (my Senior). We walked up Manhattan, away, away. That was when the second building fell. (I ran after the first, didn’t stay to look at the second fall, but we felt it. We all felt it.) After a hundred Manhattan blocks, an eternity, Sid took me home with him in what I believed to be Harlem. Maybe I was the only white kid there, it seemed (it seemed). But Sid took me home and we watched the telly and replays until the subways (some of them) were in working order so I could ride back with other subway riders that seemed just as fazed as I was.
And they talked in the subways of what they thought happened or what one knew what happened and where they were when it happened and if it would happen again really soon. No one felt they were not safe in the subways though. They were indestructible. They always take us New Yorkers home, however late sometimes.
Anyway, I babble. I look our my window now and see two bright beams shooting upward, higher then the Twin Towers even could have reached, and I’m somewhat satisified by this.
Rest the souls of the neighbors I lost this day and elsewhere around our ways. What a horrible mistake it seems the terrorists made. It still doesn’t make sense.
But sometimes it doesn’t have to.